I am putting this blog in haste... I am pretty confused that what should I so next in my life. So many problems crop up, some created by me but most are not my problems but pushed on me forcefully....
I am an emotional fool who is pushed around by my family... I think I care too much about them but don't receive the same amount of care that I give out... The biggest creep in my family is my good for nothing brother. He is elder than me but it me who has to take care of his shit... He simply refuses to do anything for the family.. He is indeed a mean SOB.. .. Now I've decided that I will also pay him in same manner... Let him suffer like he has made me suffer...
I am in a professional course which needs constant attention, concentration & involvement but 'coz of this mundane chores which my brother refuses to support me with eats up a lot of my time, energy, effort & free mind.... I can never concentrate, never sleep on time, always get distracted & always end up loosing all my tasks which include important examinations.....
I am fed up but I am not depressed.. Frustrated I am but I will have to conquer.. I cannot fail again... I have to be strong to take on everything... No friends, no hobbies, no support from any corner...
I shall triumph & should pay back each & every sorry soul who has intentionally hurt me...
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